breakfast šŸ˜‹

Biscoff-Pecan Baked Peaches
Anonymous - What does mn mean?

It’s Monte Nido. Where I went to residential.


Couldn’t find my kitten anywhere, then I walked passed the pot plant and saw this

Omfg I can’t even deal
Anonymous - what made you choose recovery? what made you choose MN? are you glad you've embarked on recovery?

I chose recovery because I finally realized how I wasn’t truly living, I was just trying to get by. I was miserable and couldn’t stand it anymore. I chose mn because it has such a good reputation and it was the one place that I hadn’t been to in MA. I don’t regret beginning recovery and I don’t think that I ever will. It’s not all sunshine and rainbows, but your worst day in recovery is better than your worst day in your eating disorder.

  • I was really anxious this morning and couldn’t focus or “get into” yoga
  • My waffle that I made was fab
  • I wore pants that I used to wear before I relapsed and lost weight and it was really difficult and honestly I think it’s why I was “blah” today
  • I listened to the new Ingrid Michaelson CD on my long ride to my app this morning and I love her
  • At my doctor’s appointment they only did my blood pressure which means I’ve made a positive step up wooooo hooo
  • She said my weight has been stable and seems like it’s comfortable here and she asked me about that pill to start up my hormones and I said I still didn’t know and she said there is no rush or pressure and that she isn’t going to make me gain or anything and that makes me feel better
  • I got sweet potato and avocado sushi for lunch yum butĀ I suck at using chopsticks
  • I sent a million Snapchats today
  • Tracked down some Coconut Chobani yogurt bc it’s da best I
  • also got some Dark Chocolate Sea Salt Agave Caramels on sale at Homegoods and they look sooooo goodĀ and IĀ got a new lunchbox!
  • I came home to a card from Kat and it made me smile so big <33333
  • My neck and back areĀ really bothering me and that sucks
  • It makes me sad when I try to reach out to people and it seems like they want nothing to do with me
  • I need to go to bed because I am up early tomorrow and have a long day at work which I’m really dreading so much ugh really

Impromptu but absolutely delicious dinner. Sweet potato wedges baked with a tiny bit of olive oil (!??!!!?), salt, and pepper, falafel balls, steamed broccoli, and grape tomatoes.

Give me all of this!!!

is jennifer aniston even agingĀ 

transformation or
rebirth, change is change and change
assuredly hurts
- 365 Days of Haiku, Day #113 (via idreamof-pb)
selfloveorbust - came for the pretty pictures on your blog and stayed for your beautiful soul! you are so eloquent and honest and i really admire that. you are going to do big things in your life. meeting you was a pleasure and i hope our paths cross again someday. :) love you!

Aw I love you sososo much and love that I met you <3333